Decisions decisions decisions !!!!

Decision what are they ??
we never ask ourselves about this but why??? 


Today where life brought me... im in a dilemma .... im puzzled.... i need to do a decision which will either be based on my happiness or the happiness of my parents ....!!! Some of you must be thinking that damn go for your own happiness because its your life...!! But is it worth it i cant forget that the life i have today is all thanks to mum and dad, the comfort i have is because of mum and dad... they have sacrificed a lot for me so i need to do this little much atleast for them..!! I'll have to let go of my world for them and i cant deceive their promise...
I cant I cant....!!!!!



My Tears


My eyes they over flow like river during the rain..


My tears they burn holes in my paper.


They turn my soul into flames.

im just lost between my heart and my mind =S

so what are decisions.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn why do we have to make decisions ><
Somewhere along the line of development we discover what we really are, and then we make our real decision for which we are responsible. Make that decision primarily for yourself because you can never really live anyone else's life.
The unrealistic expectations of freedom and rights to make your own decisions will destroy a person unless it is recognized that these ideals are privileges and not necessities 

Decisions are at the heart of success, and at times there are critical moments when they can be difficult, perplexing, and nerve racking.  and i hate these moments :S


All i have now is god i hope that you will help me, you will give me strength to do it , to go ahead in life , to handle my beloved ones ...!! 


bye , Maisy